completely. I don't want you boys to come again if i cannot get enough you you boys. Why is the fucking tickets sold out so fast. Freaking cheap somemore, the only availables left are like $10-$20 but you can see shit la.

Imagine you bought the $10-$20 ticket and can see nothing but the screen.

WAH damn sian, if they want come, come for their own concert only please ): And sell it at a higher price so that xmms won't have enough money to go ): Then to bear the consequences i have to pay higher price.

Not that i don't want them to come, but maybe not so fast? Even better if its on weekday, then all xmms will be schooling. I'm once a xmm fangirl also i know, but i'm not like them i believe.

I just love shouting minho ah~ when i see him, thats all. Really :/

sianzxsxzxxszxszx

by the way, was really glad that we rejected the chan brothers project. :D we made the right choice group mates yay! at least we know our limits hee. No more rushing of projects needed yay

Saturday was spent with yh & hl. We went vivo then to orchard to shop for our cny clothes. Sadly, nothing really caught my eye. Even if i found something nice, it won't fit me well ): I'm such a fatty bombom, but i canno resist good food. Like for example, we had Hong Kong Kim Gary for lunch *yums*, i love their baked rice. Seems normal but i dont know why i just love it :D Back home at night, watched ccwbladies then went to bed.

Actually i wanted to surf the net for a little while but my laptop was really lag. >:/ I think i got msn virus, i just realise and deleted it. Hopefully it's really gone~

Sunday morning up with a ....... T.T

09/10 PCs having their recee today, so being seniors we have to go down together with them. Meeting time: 745am @ Marina Bay *BIG YAWN* ): We reached on time and zhangkai was early *this is to credit him if not he keeps repeating that we're late* :/

No dolphins but mosquitoes ants butterflies beetles .

Ferry left for Kusu island at around 1150am, was supposed to meet my cousins at 1230pm! :/ So luckily, the ferry we took stopped at Kusu only for around 5 minutes. Left marina bay, cabbed down to zouk from somerset. I'm not a clubber so i don't know my way to zouk :/ Like suaku haha, got the ticket for boon and i hesitated in getting mine ): No mooleh, no talk. But still decided to go with her, shall buy the ticket on that day. Hopefully it's still on sale though.

Cabbed down to bugis to meet my cousins, was late for 2 whole hours :/ & haha they treated me to pasta mania *yums*, afterwhich we went bugis street for a shop. IT WAS SUPER SQUEEZY, i bet a lot of people are shopping for their cny clothes now. I don't like to shop in crowded places, so pekcek. Like yesterday, i went out with the girls everywhere we go is crowded *AHH*.

Left bugis for vivo, had our dinner at Japanese Gourmet Town. & this time i treated, always at disadvantage one hor they twins so they can share the treat, but i solo milo leh! haha shopped a little more before we left for Jurong Point. Wanted to get the shirt i want BUT when i went back, it's sold out already. Wah super sian, have to go back to go other outlets and check again ):

Going back to KL this friday after my test? Next week is crucial, need to really get down *meow* to books already! No more skipping of classes okay HOA.

Had a nice talk today with yh, i've been hiding this inside me for since i got what i am now. I didn't want to tell anyone because i thought i deserved what happened to me. But she assured me that it's not. At least, i got someone who can agree to how i feel right now. Just love it whenever i exclaimed "YOU KNOW YOU KNOW" / "YES RIGHT?" . Give me a feeling that i'm not alone, she asked me to be firm. I hope i can but i think i cannot ): No confidence since the one i'm facing is of great competence. I'll try but i don't want people to think that i tried too hard.

i was early for MR tutorial today because i cannot afford to skip it anymore due to the warning letter :/ But i did not do today's tutorial so i got no participation marks ): I dont like marketing research, i dont even understand what is going on in his lesson right now. Seriously need to catch up next week on the lessons for all my modules, been neglecting my studies due to all the projects. Quite upset over the fact that we did not give in our very best for GOM presentation, i'm quite sure that if we got the time we could have done so much better. But it's over now, and we are left with MICE presentation. The one and only last project we need to handle this sem, felt kind of relieved.

No gems today because it's quiz week, mine is on next week. So me and shauna slacked at moberly before going back to SB. I seriously think Bisu printing uncle is a gay :/ He can talk and smile at guys but changed his face when it's our turn . JUST BECAUSE WE ARE FEMALES HAHA.

Went down to club for song session, felt really bad ): I think we have moodswings when we are tired, and i can get extremely sensitive if i am tired as well. I thought about my position and what i have done for it then i come to a conclusion that i did nothing. & because of that, when some minor comments came up, it can affect me a lot. I didn't want to behave in this way but i cannot hide my feelings this time. I know i haven't been doing a great job and i have been neglecting what i am supposed to do. My ability is not that strong and i cannot handle matters like these, i don't even want to care anymore because i know i couldn't. I have too much to handle, people must be thinking that they have a lot to handle as well so why can they and i can't. I can only say everyone is different.

Just that day, my mum was complaining that i have little time to help out with the household chores and to accompany her. But it's not like i don't want to, it is because i can't, look at all the rushing-for-project days. Schoolwork is killing me, i don't even get enough sleep. My bodyclock is haywire now, my eyecircle is so dark and scary, i even take naps for as long as 5 hours when i don't usually do. So what do you think? Maybe all these are just excuses, but people expect too much from us. I broke down because i don't even know how to answer to her, you just have to keep everything inside.

I need someone who understands OUR situation, who can listen to me rant and complain about the same thing over and over and over again. But at the same time, it's so difficult to open up because even i myself think that i'm giving excuses to get myself out of these shit.

I really cannot do it, i've reached or even exceeded my limits.
Useless? Free-Rider?

Where is the love?

to prepare for our HRM presentation today, girls came over to my house for a sleepover yesterday night! Before coming to my house, we went to IMM to buy the neccessary stuffs that we need. We actually planned to prepare food but in the end we forfeited it because all of us were too tired :/

Wati and Kelly woke me up at 6.30am, washed up and all of us started preparing. Miss the days at batam together ): Were late in the end so we decided to cab down, finally got a cab but the morning jam was terrible :/ So we stopped at lakeside, trained down and ran to class. The cab fee was 7bucks for such a short distance lor, wasted a lot on cab fare this week!

Luckily we were early, the presentation didn't went quite well. There's something wrong with the cable so we took quite long to set up, have to thank the anthony though. I didnt know what to do and he came to help. Besides that, was extremely irritated by Ms C.Y!! Can anyone tell me if they met any teachers that stop students from introducing themselves before the start of the ppt? Like wth, i was the one who start the whole presentation, so like usual i wanted to introduce and say my starting speech but she interrupted me and said "No need la no need la, just continue no marks for this also" with her style. We were like HUH? Imagine you, going to a workshop and the trainers start the whole workshop with " So the objectives of ....." SO WEIRD RIGHT?? I thought we are suppose to treat this as a workshop, and since you are in a workshop you should behaved like one what!!!

It is very rude to cut off people like this, because when you cut us off, our momentum get messed up and we will screw up. >:/ super pek cek Cannot deny that you teach well but there is a problem with your character! OH, and i haven't say that WE ARE THE ONLY GROUP THAT SHE INTERRUPTED >:/ The other groups got their introduction and starting speech *scream in anger*

Even the AV(sounds wrong:/) IT uncle who came in rolled his eyes at her when she was "chanting", haha damn funny. He was facing me while connecting the cable and she kept chanting. So he looked at me and rolled his eyes, haha its like WE ARE THINKING ABOUT THE SAME THING.

Anyway, our training workshop was on Japanese language. I cannot even speak jap well and i'm teaching them japanese. Contradicting :/ The boys did balloon sculpturing so we got loads of them haha, boss group did training for flight attendant and we had fun with the evacuation and the last group did sushi making. Our sushi was the best! We stuff it so much that we cannot close it well, but it is extremely nice :D

Day ended and the girls returned to my place :D Since we did not prepare the jap rice, we cooked it for ourselves. While waiting, all of us went to sleep. Was super super tired because we slept only 2 hours the day before ): In the end, only shauna, wati and me woke up for the food and kelly said "don't pissed me off" . HAHA super funny, and she said that she dreamt of us going to shinee auto together. Fangirl mode. Japanese rice with this type of seasoning, it taste really nice! Or maybe we are too hungry haha

the boys-going-to-be-men went back today ): I'm really upset, you know its like you have nothing to look forward to now except for maybe oxides in school and more projects. I cannot even send them off at airport today ): Now they are more than idols to me. Shit, i'm like an insane fangirl :S

Twinnie ah, do not be so affected okay. Come and talk to me if you want :D

*Fangirl Mode turned on*

Wati, shauna, boss and me rushed down to the airport after school on friday for the boys! We reached there at around 6 going 7pm. There were a lot of people really :/ The whole area was packed with fans and they kept screaming even before the boys came out. We found space by the glass so we kind of camp there haha. Their flight was supposed to touch down at 8.05pm but they only came out after 10pm -.- . I don't know why they took so long luh to come out lor. Anyway, was super happy when i first saw them . Taemin was covering his face with his furry hoodie and his passport, Key was covering his face with his passport, Bling was wearing a hat walking just like that, Minho was SUPER TALL AND SKINNY and Onew was at the back, he injured his leg ): So he had to walk behind. I didn't manage to catch him because it was so chaotic.

Once they were out of our sight, shujuan and me ran outside, hopped onto her friend's car and we followed them back to the hotel. It was my first time doing such things :/ Before she drove off, she let their bus cut infront of us soooo we were literally beside their bus and MINHO was besideeeeeeee us! We tried to get his attention and waved, and he acknowledged by smiling at us *faint on the spot*. Shujuan said that the others waved too but i didn't see because my eyes were on minho all the time :/

There were a lot of maxis and private cars chasing behind their bus. Shujuan's friend was really awesome, she overtake most of the maxis and we were right behind their bus! But soon, a honda overtook us and we were a little behind. It was really scary because around 6 or more maxis were closely behind us but we managed to follow them closely to their hotel at Mandarin Oriental. Rushed down the car but only managed to catch a glimse of them because we ran to the wrong side so they were only "this small" to us .

Since both of us decided to stay overnight, we went walked around. Bought mac, sat down somewhere at marina square talked, walked back to mandarin oriental to check out. Met up with boon and we went to chill, hoping to see the boys t.t . After boon left, me and shujuan went back to the hotel area and decided to check out at Ritz Carlton. Thats where we made new friends haha, shujuan started talking to these two girls inside and then we accompanied each other for the night. Walked back to mandarin oriental and sat outside at the water sculpture pool(?) . Talked while looking the windows, again hoping haha. In the end, the security came over and told us that we have to leave and that the boys are not there anymore :/ .

To conclude, the whole night was spent talking and finding possible exit ways :D
Joyce, Shujuan, Edna

We went back to the hotel and stayed outside till sunrise, hoping for them to come out but we kind of missed them! >;/ We sat outside quietly for quite some time that even the security recognized and smiled at us. With a hungry stomach we wanted to buy our breakfast, but we are afraid that we will missed the boys. So i tried to ask the security and he told us that the boys won't be out yet. But i was still worried so we just remain standing there until he came over and asked us to go have our breakfast first and told us that they won't be out until 9plus.

Didn't even have the appetite to eat because i was too tired lol. Then at another point of time, i really need the toilet so i asked him whether i can use the toilet in the hotel. But he rejected us because he said that it is only for in-house guest, but we were worried that they might come out any time, so i decided to just hold back my pee :x. He saw us turning back so he told us secretly that they won't be out any sooner because they are having their breakfast. After we came back, me and shujuan decided to leave because we waited too long plus we still have to rest for the overnight . We asked him again and he said that they won't be coming out from the entrance (like obviously, we shouldn't be so stupid haha), and he kind of show us a way which they MIGHT be leaving from. AND NOW THEN I KNOW we waited at the wrong side, we were so near yet so far. Went home at around 12noon to rest.

Went to sleep straightaway and woke up 4 hours later at around 5pm. Prepared and went out to meet shujuan for the autograph session z.z .

Reached CCK at 6going7, had our dinner, walked around because there was no one there yet. No queue no nothing. Went down at around 9going10, found some fans and they talked to them while i watch my show haha. The security came and he placed the signage "Queue Starts Here" at the side, so we went there and we were among the first 20. Slowly bit by bit more and more fans came and by around 12am there were already 200-300 fans? Boss called me and said that some fans are complaining that we went to queue overnight because it is stated there that "NO OVERNIGHT QUEUE" is allowed. Please think la, who will obey -.- okay maybe only you guys :/. From the situation at the airport, you can predict the number of fans they have already.

I thought the queue will remain status quo until maybe in the morning? But no, more and more people cabbed down at between 2-5am in the morning. So around maybe 6am there were already more than 800 fans. And the whole situation was super chaotic :/ ANYWAY, really have to thank lionel !! Because they said that we have to at least find a person to queue up so that it will not be unfair to others, since shauna cant queue overnight i asked lionel for help and he agreed . He gave up his dota to help me T.T . Imagine him doing nothing but to wait, haha really xiexie ni!! I shall give you more allowance next time :D

Shauna came down at 7plus, so lionel went home to rest. The situation in the morning was worse, those fans who complained that we should not stay overnight (look at the more than the 800 crowd -.-) came and they stood outside the glass door. Meaning that they planned to dash into the shopping mall once it is open. We couldn't care less because warner i/c already came down at night and acknowledge our queue, so whats the point of creating trouble there?

Then they started shouting "OPEN" repeatedly. Like omg, its not like they have a sound detector -.- . When the situation became worse, they called the police down. Before that we have securities but they were of no help seriously -.- .

Here's the ridiculous part , when the police came down the crowd went SUPERCRAZYDINGDONGSIAO and know what they did? THEY PRY OPEN THE FREAKING GLASS DOOR LIKE WTF????!? The police were totally shocked and we were shocked, like who the hell will break into the shopping complex la? After they succeeded -.-, they ran up to the roof garden and neh ni neh ni pupu the door isn't even open yet and they got chased down by the police. In the end, they decided to surround us which i bet they are trying to cut into our queue.

Finally, they brought us up to the roof garden and we bought the album at $60 -.- ! (NOW THEN I KNOW THE ALBUM IS ACTUALLY @ $50 ONLY, JUST BECAUSE OF THOSE SUPERCRAZYDINGDONGSIAO FANS WHO BROKE THE GLASS DOOR, THEY RAISED THE PRICE TO $60 SO THAT THE $10 CAN BE USED TO COMPENSATE FOR THE FREAKING DOOR. IT'S NOT EVEN OUR BUSINESS LA >;/) I bought the korean version at only 19bucks with a matt poster lor. NEH MIND, AND GUESS WHO I GOT - KEY INITIALLY, one of the fan-friend we made wanted key and she got minho so we swop. AND YES I GOT FLAMINHO.

Finally they came and omgtheyaresocutecharmingcool. Bling was super dao haha, he kind of smirked when the host asked about their ideal girls (because they answered this kind of question of a lot of times). And minho was trying hard to show his charisma with his going-to-close eyes haha. & i was lucky because minho got a handicapped fangirl and she went first, so he was talking to him and thus i can see him longer.

was extremely nervous so when i went up to him, i said MINHO AH~~ then he looked up "ahh~ Thank you very much" followed by a killer smile *-* . Afterwhich, we went bishan, wanted to continue stalking intially but was really really tired so i went home to rest :/ . KEY: What's your problem?
Bling: HEH HEH HEH
Minho, just continue showing your charisma -.-THIS CLOSE THIS CLOSE *got zoom a bit la, credit boon for the HD photos*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLEI MUMMY!!!!!

UCCD tutorial was cancelled, luckily! but i still woke up late for MICE, thus went for SQM only. After SQM, we sat down to discuss about projects but our topics slowly changed to fangirling. Haha our group is like the fangirl group :/ 2 DBSK 1 SHINee 1 FT :D

Don't know why but we suddenly decided to try and stalk the boys! So we trained down to tanjong pagar, walked around to the different possible korean restaurants. In the end, we gave up because time was running out (concert starting at 7.30pm), so we cabbed down to singapore flyer and had our dinner at popeyes.

Cabbed down to esplanade and holy they signing again, this time on brochure (haha weird but nice cause no need to buy anything!) . Anyway, we went in just in time and our seats were the best :D We bought the $150 ticket so we were at the 3rd row, you can see really clearly. Besides looking forward to the boys, the performance was really nice!! The songs and the orchestra :D But of course my main purpose there is for the boys :D SO when they boys finally came out for Countdown & Stand by me i went crazy again. hottie, wati took it for me

After two of their songs, we ran out for the auto. Everyone is commenting about how uncivilized we are and etc. But i've got my stand as well, it is very obvious that half of the audience went there for the boys. So they should have kind of expected this when they decided to put an autograph session at the end of the concert, no? If you really want no one to run out 3/4 way, you should just put their performance at the very end. I admit that it is indeed very rude but you cannot stop this kind of things from happening what.

enough of that, ANW IT WAS AWESOME because we got everyone's signature!!!! AND i get to see all of them upclose, they looked awesome t.t really. & super worth haha $150 for 5 signature, $60 for 1 signature -.- SPEAKING OF THE SIGNED ALBUMS. SOME NOOBS went to sell the albums and i heard that it is going at more than $100 per album. Like wtf? If you don't like them, don't go la! You deprived the real fans from going in to see them >:/ Don't use them as your money tree okay.

back to the concert, after they left. I suddenly got the urge to rush to the hotel to see them. So we started running to the hotel (Since it is quite near also). Reached there, went carpark, a lot of fangirls, stand at the wrong place, their van came, ran over there and omgbbq saw them (L)

So today will be my last shining day ): They will be returning back to Korea tomorrow after their concert, jastheong checked the flights for me and yes there is one at 1040pm though not confirmed whether they will take that. Highly possible though ): But luckily, we bought the concert ticket for the first day because i heard shinee did not sign for the second day. :D

Just remembered that some said that babyyoogeun is here together with the boys because apparently they saw a pram with a baby inside during their arrival. But i keep repeating on fancams and the baby don't even look like yoogeun luh. But imagine if he's really here, Hellobaby in Singapore? like huh right HAHA.

The boys gone, love's gone~ haha but i'm glad that they were here. At least i got to see them for maybe 3 out of 5 days? mmm but i hope that they won't come as often, they are too publicized already and i don't quite like it. I want to keep them to myself know.

I'm a selfish freakkkkk :D

& so many things happen when they are here, negative comments about fans and etc. I really think that it depends on how we look at different behaviours leh. Screaming when the boys are not even there is irritating, banging on glass panels at airport is misbehaving, running out of the concert hall 3/4 way the programme is rude and PRYING OPEN THE DOOR AT LOT1 IS CRAZYSIAOWTFDINGDONG.

*Fangirl mode turns off now*

going back to my mundane life of schoolworks and more projects.

why because shining shinee is arriving today lalalalalala i'm so hei pi now!

Anyway talk about that later, slept at 5am yesterday due to mice project. It's not like we did it last minute, we did everything way beforehand just that we are seek for perfection. We want it to be good so we kept editing and redo-ing thus all the late nights :/ . It's finally done yay and i'm proud of our work ! (who's not proud of their own work hee) . BUT due to sleeping late, i couldnt wake up on time for MR tutorial and lecture and i missed meeting yuanting too. So sorry ): When i woke up at 1030am, i turn on my lappy(it auto shut down because of low batt last night) and saw shauna'a msn message. MICE DEADLINE BY 12NOON??? The ppt slides is still with me!! Hurried down and luckily we are in time for submission phew.

Wati is the only representative from oxides for MR tutorial ): Sorry victor joes, he is a nice lecturer just that he is very weird :/ haha.

am in gems class now, did my part for our project but they are collating everything. Wondering when can i go off haha, i offer to do the video but they say they got nothing to do...well :D

GETTING ALL EXCITED OVER SHINEE ARRIVAL LATER!!!
oxides going as well ! and im meeting shujuan over there wees.
I <3 you boys and i know the love will grow even more when i see you boys <333333333333

for being able to help out as much as i can or as much as i want. The projects and everything is keeping me occupied like a porcupine ):

I need to thank xinyi for understanding me! There is really too much on hand that i decided to prioritize.

It's not that i'm doing very well on my projects either, just need to catch up and stop slacking.
10 assignments (including Gems) + 2 Tests and 3 Exams, how many students get this level of schoolwork?

But i know i have oxides in this with me haha and twinie as well :D

So jiayou, Shinee will be my best motivation WOOHOO~!

This year the participating teams were all guys team except for one pathetic girls team :/ My partner this time was none other than the bang.lover, Colin. But luckily for him this time, because my team from Raffles Institution was super chiongster. Basically, we ran (i did walk i admit kayszxsx) all the way.

Once cg started the whole event, they started running towards the mrt station even before checking their clue! Unlike the team me and lawson brought last year. The participants this time were scary :/

First stop was at Fountain of Wealth, the only time they were not running was when they were in the train and when they reached station. They ran so fast that i could not catch up so basically colin was in front and i was at the back all the time. From there, we moved on to National Library then NAFA -> S.A.M -> SMU -> The Cathay -> Fort Canning -> Clark Quay -> Esplanade and finally SIngapore Flyer before we head back to school.


Lunch was at SMU subway yumyum :D Anyway, on my way to NAFA i fell down ): First time this year, it doesn't hurt much but still i fell :/ Pitiful right, the others were already in front running with all their might haha while i'm walking behind. At times i feel that i'm such a burden but well i am a good partner , right?? :D

Anyway, before we reached dover i told them that they may have to run becaus there might be other teams on the same train. SO once the train door open i looked around and saw 2 teams running. SO i was like, OMG GOT GOT RUN!!

They reacted damn fast! But in the end, we got 4th :/ I hope they are happy with their position even though i bet they are not. One of the guys were very worried and he kept asking us how was their progress, when they were already too fast! CADC tradition= Fast have to drag them ): So me and Colin was feeling very guilty about that. They passed 5 stations before their lunch break while during trail run we only managed to pass 2 stations :/

Last time as small little shit so i enjoyed it (: Glad that i have Colin as partner even though he is a burden (HAHAHA). No la, i should learn from him do some warm up before the event start. My whole body is aching, so much so that my walking posture is super ugly. My mother was like " why your leg open so big when u walk :/"

Congrat Chingee & Weile for the success of this event! I cannot be smalllittleshit anymore (U)

Gonna go back to projects!

holy, SHINEE IS staying for 5 days this time! But i still feel unsafe because i dontknow what to do haha(L)
29th - Arrival
30th - Press Conference + i dontknow what
31st - Session @ CCK
1st & 2nd Feb - Concert

WAH IMAGINE, SHINEE IN MY FACE. IMMA GOING CRAZY NOW!!
I think i got shinee here with lots of proj in exchange.

ANWS,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREEN FRIEND, VELVELYN!!!!
I LOVE YOUR BB , DO YOU LOVE ME?
HAHA HERE'S A PIGU FOR U

Finally today is friday, and i missed my first two lessons again ): - Mr tutorial and lecture. All oxides except for boss and juline did not go for the tutorial, so according to boss class activities were postponed. Projects is driving all of us mad, yesterday half of oxides were online till morning for UCCD that is why i didnt go for tutorial! No sleep for the previous day and if i don't sleep today, i might become a zombie.

Woke up at 11going 12, rushed for Gems- so boring. We did project today, have to work with different people with different working style :/

UCCD handbook is finally done!! I hope we will do well for it, bisu spoilt our handbook >:/ he binded it wrongly, so there are extra holes! In the end, we have to use a bookmark to cover the holes.

Timeline challenge tommorrow, have to run around , shed some fats? haha

Shinee Hello Baby is out (cannot resist from sharing good things):

Bling: In my case, i would lock him up in a room.."
Flamin"g: "That is an example of a bad dad" haha

Almighty @1.42 and LOL @1.56
Flaming: "why would you hit the baby" *serious*
Almighty: "No, i was doing the RDD move" / *pissed* "i dont know.. i dont know"

Leader @3.34 HAHA , totally FAILED.
But in the end, i guess they HAVE to pass them because they cannot possibly stop the program even though they say they might if they fail. Like where will so stupid la, you definitely get high ratings from this!

CLASSIC FIRING LASER @0.05

Bling: STONED HAHAHHAHAHHAHAAH
Maknae: sooorii
Almighty: smirk

anh, Otw to gems, we went pass FC5 and saw a guy who has the SAME HAIR COLOUR as bling like omg. The shauna said that her friend's friend (haha so linked) copied bling. So must be him la fanboy!

Stayed back to distribute club polo so i missed music bank, 2am comeback stage!!! But there's always YT~~~

Awesome comeback stage! Totally in love with the song!!

Yesterday, we did not sleep at all because of GOM report. We only managed to complete 95% of the report the next morning at 6am. Even though we're like extremely tired, we went for HRM and surprisingly we were not late!! I was a little though, 5-10minutes?? I wanted to stay awake throughout my bus ride but i did not managed to, my head was so heavy and my eyes were closing.

GOM lecture was even worse, there's someone who came over to film our lecture so we have to be awake but haha i bet no one cares la. Everyone was dozing off, i tried to keep myself awake but once again, heavy head closing eyes. Finalised our report after school and finally we are done with it!!! I'm so glad phew.

Thanks girls!! <33 I know its hard working together when we have disagreements, especially when all of us are tired and pekcek but luckily we understand each other:D Tiredness = Pekcek = happy Siaosiao :D (a bit no logic but you know what i mean?) haha

Went for Timeline challenge after school, me and yunhui were incharge of staying with the teacher's :/ Totally sian haha, imagine staying in a room with teachers. HAd our dinner at Subway !! It's been a long time since i ate subway <3 .

I'm sooo tired now, finally GOM report's down leaving us with UCCD report for this week. Next week will be hell, no joke.

I am totally awake for more than 24 hours!!!! omg gonna get some sleep soon after my GOM tutorial!

I love moon, tiramisu, green, oxides, my girlfriends, gaia, yeos icelemontea, chicken royale pasta, cheesecake, snail named gary (spongebob's pet) and a book titled Message in a bottle.

I am an absolute fangirl. ♥♥♥♥♥ SHINEE-choiminho민호, almighty key, jonghyun종현, taemin태민, onew온유, Superjunior-Ryeowook , Kara-Nicole , s.h.e- selina

completely. I don't want you boys to come again if i cannot get enough you you boys. Why is the fucking tickets sold out so fast. Freaking cheap somemore, the only availables left are like $10-$20 but you can see shit la.

Imagine you bought the $10-$20 ticket and can see nothing but the screen.

WAH damn sian, if they want come, come for their own concert only please ): And sell it at a higher price so that xmms won't have enough money to go ): Then to bear the consequences i have to pay higher price.

Not that i don't want them to come, but maybe not so fast? Even better if its on weekday, then all xmms will be schooling. I'm once a xmm fangirl also i know, but i'm not like them i believe.

I just love shouting minho ah~ when i see him, thats all. Really :/

sianzxsxzxxszxszx

by the way, was really glad that we rejected the chan brothers project. :D we made the right choice group mates yay! at least we know our limits hee. No more rushing of projects needed yay
Saturday was spent with yh & hl. We went vivo then to orchard to shop for our cny clothes. Sadly, nothing really caught my eye. Even if i found something nice, it won't fit me well ): I'm such a fatty bombom, but i canno resist good food. Like for example, we had Hong Kong Kim Gary for lunch *yums*, i love their baked rice. Seems normal but i dont know why i just love it :D Back home at night, watched ccwbladies then went to bed.

Actually i wanted to surf the net for a little while but my laptop was really lag. >:/ I think i got msn virus, i just realise and deleted it. Hopefully it's really gone~

Sunday morning up with a ....... T.T

09/10 PCs having their recee today, so being seniors we have to go down together with them. Meeting time: 745am @ Marina Bay *BIG YAWN* ): We reached on time and zhangkai was early *this is to credit him if not he keeps repeating that we're late* :/

No dolphins but mosquitoes ants butterflies beetles .

Ferry left for Kusu island at around 1150am, was supposed to meet my cousins at 1230pm! :/ So luckily, the ferry we took stopped at Kusu only for around 5 minutes. Left marina bay, cabbed down to zouk from somerset. I'm not a clubber so i don't know my way to zouk :/ Like suaku haha, got the ticket for boon and i hesitated in getting mine ): No mooleh, no talk. But still decided to go with her, shall buy the ticket on that day. Hopefully it's still on sale though.

Cabbed down to bugis to meet my cousins, was late for 2 whole hours :/ & haha they treated me to pasta mania *yums*, afterwhich we went bugis street for a shop. IT WAS SUPER SQUEEZY, i bet a lot of people are shopping for their cny clothes now. I don't like to shop in crowded places, so pekcek. Like yesterday, i went out with the girls everywhere we go is crowded *AHH*.

Left bugis for vivo, had our dinner at Japanese Gourmet Town. & this time i treated, always at disadvantage one hor they twins so they can share the treat, but i solo milo leh! haha shopped a little more before we left for Jurong Point. Wanted to get the shirt i want BUT when i went back, it's sold out already. Wah super sian, have to go back to go other outlets and check again ):

Going back to KL this friday after my test? Next week is crucial, need to really get down *meow* to books already! No more skipping of classes okay HOA.

Had a nice talk today with yh, i've been hiding this inside me for since i got what i am now. I didn't want to tell anyone because i thought i deserved what happened to me. But she assured me that it's not. At least, i got someone who can agree to how i feel right now. Just love it whenever i exclaimed "YOU KNOW YOU KNOW" / "YES RIGHT?" . Give me a feeling that i'm not alone, she asked me to be firm. I hope i can but i think i cannot ): No confidence since the one i'm facing is of great competence. I'll try but i don't want people to think that i tried too hard.
i was early for MR tutorial today because i cannot afford to skip it anymore due to the warning letter :/ But i did not do today's tutorial so i got no participation marks ): I dont like marketing research, i dont even understand what is going on in his lesson right now. Seriously need to catch up next week on the lessons for all my modules, been neglecting my studies due to all the projects. Quite upset over the fact that we did not give in our very best for GOM presentation, i'm quite sure that if we got the time we could have done so much better. But it's over now, and we are left with MICE presentation. The one and only last project we need to handle this sem, felt kind of relieved.

No gems today because it's quiz week, mine is on next week. So me and shauna slacked at moberly before going back to SB. I seriously think Bisu printing uncle is a gay :/ He can talk and smile at guys but changed his face when it's our turn . JUST BECAUSE WE ARE FEMALES HAHA.

Went down to club for song session, felt really bad ): I think we have moodswings when we are tired, and i can get extremely sensitive if i am tired as well. I thought about my position and what i have done for it then i come to a conclusion that i did nothing. & because of that, when some minor comments came up, it can affect me a lot. I didn't want to behave in this way but i cannot hide my feelings this time. I know i haven't been doing a great job and i have been neglecting what i am supposed to do. My ability is not that strong and i cannot handle matters like these, i don't even want to care anymore because i know i couldn't. I have too much to handle, people must be thinking that they have a lot to handle as well so why can they and i can't. I can only say everyone is different.

Just that day, my mum was complaining that i have little time to help out with the household chores and to accompany her. But it's not like i don't want to, it is because i can't, look at all the rushing-for-project days. Schoolwork is killing me, i don't even get enough sleep. My bodyclock is haywire now, my eyecircle is so dark and scary, i even take naps for as long as 5 hours when i don't usually do. So what do you think? Maybe all these are just excuses, but people expect too much from us. I broke down because i don't even know how to answer to her, you just have to keep everything inside.

I need someone who understands OUR situation, who can listen to me rant and complain about the same thing over and over and over again. But at the same time, it's so difficult to open up because even i myself think that i'm giving excuses to get myself out of these shit.

I really cannot do it, i've reached or even exceeded my limits.
Useless? Free-Rider?

Where is the love?
to prepare for our HRM presentation today, girls came over to my house for a sleepover yesterday night! Before coming to my house, we went to IMM to buy the neccessary stuffs that we need. We actually planned to prepare food but in the end we forfeited it because all of us were too tired :/

Wati and Kelly woke me up at 6.30am, washed up and all of us started preparing. Miss the days at batam together ): Were late in the end so we decided to cab down, finally got a cab but the morning jam was terrible :/ So we stopped at lakeside, trained down and ran to class. The cab fee was 7bucks for such a short distance lor, wasted a lot on cab fare this week!

Luckily we were early, the presentation didn't went quite well. There's something wrong with the cable so we took quite long to set up, have to thank the anthony though. I didnt know what to do and he came to help. Besides that, was extremely irritated by Ms C.Y!! Can anyone tell me if they met any teachers that stop students from introducing themselves before the start of the ppt? Like wth, i was the one who start the whole presentation, so like usual i wanted to introduce and say my starting speech but she interrupted me and said "No need la no need la, just continue no marks for this also" with her style. We were like HUH? Imagine you, going to a workshop and the trainers start the whole workshop with " So the objectives of ....." SO WEIRD RIGHT?? I thought we are suppose to treat this as a workshop, and since you are in a workshop you should behaved like one what!!!

It is very rude to cut off people like this, because when you cut us off, our momentum get messed up and we will screw up. >:/ super pek cek Cannot deny that you teach well but there is a problem with your character! OH, and i haven't say that WE ARE THE ONLY GROUP THAT SHE INTERRUPTED >:/ The other groups got their introduction and starting speech *scream in anger*

Even the AV(sounds wrong:/) IT uncle who came in rolled his eyes at her when she was "chanting", haha damn funny. He was facing me while connecting the cable and she kept chanting. So he looked at me and rolled his eyes, haha its like WE ARE THINKING ABOUT THE SAME THING.

Anyway, our training workshop was on Japanese language. I cannot even speak jap well and i'm teaching them japanese. Contradicting :/ The boys did balloon sculpturing so we got loads of them haha, boss group did training for flight attendant and we had fun with the evacuation and the last group did sushi making. Our sushi was the best! We stuff it so much that we cannot close it well, but it is extremely nice :D

Day ended and the girls returned to my place :D Since we did not prepare the jap rice, we cooked it for ourselves. While waiting, all of us went to sleep. Was super super tired because we slept only 2 hours the day before ): In the end, only shauna, wati and me woke up for the food and kelly said "don't pissed me off" . HAHA super funny, and she said that she dreamt of us going to shinee auto together. Fangirl mode. Japanese rice with this type of seasoning, it taste really nice! Or maybe we are too hungry haha

the boys-going-to-be-men went back today ): I'm really upset, you know its like you have nothing to look forward to now except for maybe oxides in school and more projects. I cannot even send them off at airport today ): Now they are more than idols to me. Shit, i'm like an insane fangirl :S

Twinnie ah, do not be so affected okay. Come and talk to me if you want :D
*Fangirl Mode turned on*

Wati, shauna, boss and me rushed down to the airport after school on friday for the boys! We reached there at around 6 going 7pm. There were a lot of people really :/ The whole area was packed with fans and they kept screaming even before the boys came out. We found space by the glass so we kind of camp there haha. Their flight was supposed to touch down at 8.05pm but they only came out after 10pm -.- . I don't know why they took so long luh to come out lor. Anyway, was super happy when i first saw them . Taemin was covering his face with his furry hoodie and his passport, Key was covering his face with his passport, Bling was wearing a hat walking just like that, Minho was SUPER TALL AND SKINNY and Onew was at the back, he injured his leg ): So he had to walk behind. I didn't manage to catch him because it was so chaotic.

Once they were out of our sight, shujuan and me ran outside, hopped onto her friend's car and we followed them back to the hotel. It was my first time doing such things :/ Before she drove off, she let their bus cut infront of us soooo we were literally beside their bus and MINHO was besideeeeeeee us! We tried to get his attention and waved, and he acknowledged by smiling at us *faint on the spot*. Shujuan said that the others waved too but i didn't see because my eyes were on minho all the time :/

There were a lot of maxis and private cars chasing behind their bus. Shujuan's friend was really awesome, she overtake most of the maxis and we were right behind their bus! But soon, a honda overtook us and we were a little behind. It was really scary because around 6 or more maxis were closely behind us but we managed to follow them closely to their hotel at Mandarin Oriental. Rushed down the car but only managed to catch a glimse of them because we ran to the wrong side so they were only "this small" to us .

Since both of us decided to stay overnight, we went walked around. Bought mac, sat down somewhere at marina square talked, walked back to mandarin oriental to check out. Met up with boon and we went to chill, hoping to see the boys t.t . After boon left, me and shujuan went back to the hotel area and decided to check out at Ritz Carlton. Thats where we made new friends haha, shujuan started talking to these two girls inside and then we accompanied each other for the night. Walked back to mandarin oriental and sat outside at the water sculpture pool(?) . Talked while looking the windows, again hoping haha. In the end, the security came over and told us that we have to leave and that the boys are not there anymore :/ .

To conclude, the whole night was spent talking and finding possible exit ways :D
Joyce, Shujuan, Edna

We went back to the hotel and stayed outside till sunrise, hoping for them to come out but we kind of missed them! >;/ We sat outside quietly for quite some time that even the security recognized and smiled at us. With a hungry stomach we wanted to buy our breakfast, but we are afraid that we will missed the boys. So i tried to ask the security and he told us that the boys won't be out yet. But i was still worried so we just remain standing there until he came over and asked us to go have our breakfast first and told us that they won't be out until 9plus.

Didn't even have the appetite to eat because i was too tired lol. Then at another point of time, i really need the toilet so i asked him whether i can use the toilet in the hotel. But he rejected us because he said that it is only for in-house guest, but we were worried that they might come out any time, so i decided to just hold back my pee :x. He saw us turning back so he told us secretly that they won't be out any sooner because they are having their breakfast. After we came back, me and shujuan decided to leave because we waited too long plus we still have to rest for the overnight . We asked him again and he said that they won't be coming out from the entrance (like obviously, we shouldn't be so stupid haha), and he kind of show us a way which they MIGHT be leaving from. AND NOW THEN I KNOW we waited at the wrong side, we were so near yet so far. Went home at around 12noon to rest.

Went to sleep straightaway and woke up 4 hours later at around 5pm. Prepared and went out to meet shujuan for the autograph session z.z .

Reached CCK at 6going7, had our dinner, walked around because there was no one there yet. No queue no nothing. Went down at around 9going10, found some fans and they talked to them while i watch my show haha. The security came and he placed the signage "Queue Starts Here" at the side, so we went there and we were among the first 20. Slowly bit by bit more and more fans came and by around 12am there were already 200-300 fans? Boss called me and said that some fans are complaining that we went to queue overnight because it is stated there that "NO OVERNIGHT QUEUE" is allowed. Please think la, who will obey -.- okay maybe only you guys :/. From the situation at the airport, you can predict the number of fans they have already.

I thought the queue will remain status quo until maybe in the morning? But no, more and more people cabbed down at between 2-5am in the morning. So around maybe 6am there were already more than 800 fans. And the whole situation was super chaotic :/ ANYWAY, really have to thank lionel !! Because they said that we have to at least find a person to queue up so that it will not be unfair to others, since shauna cant queue overnight i asked lionel for help and he agreed . He gave up his dota to help me T.T . Imagine him doing nothing but to wait, haha really xiexie ni!! I shall give you more allowance next time :D

Shauna came down at 7plus, so lionel went home to rest. The situation in the morning was worse, those fans who complained that we should not stay overnight (look at the more than the 800 crowd -.-) came and they stood outside the glass door. Meaning that they planned to dash into the shopping mall once it is open. We couldn't care less because warner i/c already came down at night and acknowledge our queue, so whats the point of creating trouble there?

Then they started shouting "OPEN" repeatedly. Like omg, its not like they have a sound detector -.- . When the situation became worse, they called the police down. Before that we have securities but they were of no help seriously -.- .

Here's the ridiculous part , when the police came down the crowd went SUPERCRAZYDINGDONGSIAO and know what they did? THEY PRY OPEN THE FREAKING GLASS DOOR LIKE WTF????!? The police were totally shocked and we were shocked, like who the hell will break into the shopping complex la? After they succeeded -.-, they ran up to the roof garden and neh ni neh ni pupu the door isn't even open yet and they got chased down by the police. In the end, they decided to surround us which i bet they are trying to cut into our queue.

Finally, they brought us up to the roof garden and we bought the album at $60 -.- ! (NOW THEN I KNOW THE ALBUM IS ACTUALLY @ $50 ONLY, JUST BECAUSE OF THOSE SUPERCRAZYDINGDONGSIAO FANS WHO BROKE THE GLASS DOOR, THEY RAISED THE PRICE TO $60 SO THAT THE $10 CAN BE USED TO COMPENSATE FOR THE FREAKING DOOR. IT'S NOT EVEN OUR BUSINESS LA >;/) I bought the korean version at only 19bucks with a matt poster lor. NEH MIND, AND GUESS WHO I GOT - KEY INITIALLY, one of the fan-friend we made wanted key and she got minho so we swop. AND YES I GOT FLAMINHO.

Finally they came and omgtheyaresocutecharmingcool. Bling was super dao haha, he kind of smirked when the host asked about their ideal girls (because they answered this kind of question of a lot of times). And minho was trying hard to show his charisma with his going-to-close eyes haha. & i was lucky because minho got a handicapped fangirl and she went first, so he was talking to him and thus i can see him longer.

was extremely nervous so when i went up to him, i said MINHO AH~~ then he looked up "ahh~ Thank you very much" followed by a killer smile *-* . Afterwhich, we went bishan, wanted to continue stalking intially but was really really tired so i went home to rest :/ . KEY: What's your problem?
Bling: HEH HEH HEH
Minho, just continue showing your charisma -.-THIS CLOSE THIS CLOSE *got zoom a bit la, credit boon for the HD photos*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLEI MUMMY!!!!!

UCCD tutorial was cancelled, luckily! but i still woke up late for MICE, thus went for SQM only. After SQM, we sat down to discuss about projects but our topics slowly changed to fangirling. Haha our group is like the fangirl group :/ 2 DBSK 1 SHINee 1 FT :D

Don't know why but we suddenly decided to try and stalk the boys! So we trained down to tanjong pagar, walked around to the different possible korean restaurants. In the end, we gave up because time was running out (concert starting at 7.30pm), so we cabbed down to singapore flyer and had our dinner at popeyes.

Cabbed down to esplanade and holy they signing again, this time on brochure (haha weird but nice cause no need to buy anything!) . Anyway, we went in just in time and our seats were the best :D We bought the $150 ticket so we were at the 3rd row, you can see really clearly. Besides looking forward to the boys, the performance was really nice!! The songs and the orchestra :D But of course my main purpose there is for the boys :D SO when they boys finally came out for Countdown & Stand by me i went crazy again. hottie, wati took it for me

After two of their songs, we ran out for the auto. Everyone is commenting about how uncivilized we are and etc. But i've got my stand as well, it is very obvious that half of the audience went there for the boys. So they should have kind of expected this when they decided to put an autograph session at the end of the concert, no? If you really want no one to run out 3/4 way, you should just put their performance at the very end. I admit that it is indeed very rude but you cannot stop this kind of things from happening what.

enough of that, ANW IT WAS AWESOME because we got everyone's signature!!!! AND i get to see all of them upclose, they looked awesome t.t really. & super worth haha $150 for 5 signature, $60 for 1 signature -.- SPEAKING OF THE SIGNED ALBUMS. SOME NOOBS went to sell the albums and i heard that it is going at more than $100 per album. Like wtf? If you don't like them, don't go la! You deprived the real fans from going in to see them >:/ Don't use them as your money tree okay.

back to the concert, after they left. I suddenly got the urge to rush to the hotel to see them. So we started running to the hotel (Since it is quite near also). Reached there, went carpark, a lot of fangirls, stand at the wrong place, their van came, ran over there and omgbbq saw them (L)

So today will be my last shining day ): They will be returning back to Korea tomorrow after their concert, jastheong checked the flights for me and yes there is one at 1040pm though not confirmed whether they will take that. Highly possible though ): But luckily, we bought the concert ticket for the first day because i heard shinee did not sign for the second day. :D

Just remembered that some said that babyyoogeun is here together with the boys because apparently they saw a pram with a baby inside during their arrival. But i keep repeating on fancams and the baby don't even look like yoogeun luh. But imagine if he's really here, Hellobaby in Singapore? like huh right HAHA.

The boys gone, love's gone~ haha but i'm glad that they were here. At least i got to see them for maybe 3 out of 5 days? mmm but i hope that they won't come as often, they are too publicized already and i don't quite like it. I want to keep them to myself know.

I'm a selfish freakkkkk :D

& so many things happen when they are here, negative comments about fans and etc. I really think that it depends on how we look at different behaviours leh. Screaming when the boys are not even there is irritating, banging on glass panels at airport is misbehaving, running out of the concert hall 3/4 way the programme is rude and PRYING OPEN THE DOOR AT LOT1 IS CRAZYSIAOWTFDINGDONG.

*Fangirl mode turns off now*

going back to my mundane life of schoolworks and more projects.
why because shining shinee is arriving today lalalalalala i'm so hei pi now!

Anyway talk about that later, slept at 5am yesterday due to mice project. It's not like we did it last minute, we did everything way beforehand just that we are seek for perfection. We want it to be good so we kept editing and redo-ing thus all the late nights :/ . It's finally done yay and i'm proud of our work ! (who's not proud of their own work hee) . BUT due to sleeping late, i couldnt wake up on time for MR tutorial and lecture and i missed meeting yuanting too. So sorry ): When i woke up at 1030am, i turn on my lappy(it auto shut down because of low batt last night) and saw shauna'a msn message. MICE DEADLINE BY 12NOON??? The ppt slides is still with me!! Hurried down and luckily we are in time for submission phew.

Wati is the only representative from oxides for MR tutorial ): Sorry victor joes, he is a nice lecturer just that he is very weird :/ haha.

am in gems class now, did my part for our project but they are collating everything. Wondering when can i go off haha, i offer to do the video but they say they got nothing to do...well :D

GETTING ALL EXCITED OVER SHINEE ARRIVAL LATER!!!
oxides going as well ! and im meeting shujuan over there wees.
I <3 you boys and i know the love will grow even more when i see you boys <333333333333
for being able to help out as much as i can or as much as i want. The projects and everything is keeping me occupied like a porcupine ):

I need to thank xinyi for understanding me! There is really too much on hand that i decided to prioritize.

It's not that i'm doing very well on my projects either, just need to catch up and stop slacking.
10 assignments (including Gems) + 2 Tests and 3 Exams, how many students get this level of schoolwork?

But i know i have oxides in this with me haha and twinie as well :D

So jiayou, Shinee will be my best motivation WOOHOO~!
This year the participating teams were all guys team except for one pathetic girls team :/ My partner this time was none other than the bang.lover, Colin. But luckily for him this time, because my team from Raffles Institution was super chiongster. Basically, we ran (i did walk i admit kayszxsx) all the way.

Once cg started the whole event, they started running towards the mrt station even before checking their clue! Unlike the team me and lawson brought last year. The participants this time were scary :/

First stop was at Fountain of Wealth, the only time they were not running was when they were in the train and when they reached station. They ran so fast that i could not catch up so basically colin was in front and i was at the back all the time. From there, we moved on to National Library then NAFA -> S.A.M -> SMU -> The Cathay -> Fort Canning -> Clark Quay -> Esplanade and finally SIngapore Flyer before we head back to school.


Lunch was at SMU subway yumyum :D Anyway, on my way to NAFA i fell down ): First time this year, it doesn't hurt much but still i fell :/ Pitiful right, the others were already in front running with all their might haha while i'm walking behind. At times i feel that i'm such a burden but well i am a good partner , right?? :D

Anyway, before we reached dover i told them that they may have to run becaus there might be other teams on the same train. SO once the train door open i looked around and saw 2 teams running. SO i was like, OMG GOT GOT RUN!!

They reacted damn fast! But in the end, we got 4th :/ I hope they are happy with their position even though i bet they are not. One of the guys were very worried and he kept asking us how was their progress, when they were already too fast! CADC tradition= Fast have to drag them ): So me and Colin was feeling very guilty about that. They passed 5 stations before their lunch break while during trail run we only managed to pass 2 stations :/

Last time as small little shit so i enjoyed it (: Glad that i have Colin as partner even though he is a burden (HAHAHA). No la, i should learn from him do some warm up before the event start. My whole body is aching, so much so that my walking posture is super ugly. My mother was like " why your leg open so big when u walk :/"

Congrat Chingee & Weile for the success of this event! I cannot be smalllittleshit anymore (U)

Gonna go back to projects!

holy, SHINEE IS staying for 5 days this time! But i still feel unsafe because i dontknow what to do haha(L)
29th - Arrival
30th - Press Conference + i dontknow what
31st - Session @ CCK
1st & 2nd Feb - Concert

WAH IMAGINE, SHINEE IN MY FACE. IMMA GOING CRAZY NOW!!
I think i got shinee here with lots of proj in exchange.

ANWS,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREEN FRIEND, VELVELYN!!!!
I LOVE YOUR BB , DO YOU LOVE ME?
HAHA HERE'S A PIGU FOR U

Finally today is friday, and i missed my first two lessons again ): - Mr tutorial and lecture. All oxides except for boss and juline did not go for the tutorial, so according to boss class activities were postponed. Projects is driving all of us mad, yesterday half of oxides were online till morning for UCCD that is why i didnt go for tutorial! No sleep for the previous day and if i don't sleep today, i might become a zombie.

Woke up at 11going 12, rushed for Gems- so boring. We did project today, have to work with different people with different working style :/

UCCD handbook is finally done!! I hope we will do well for it, bisu spoilt our handbook >:/ he binded it wrongly, so there are extra holes! In the end, we have to use a bookmark to cover the holes.

Timeline challenge tommorrow, have to run around , shed some fats? haha

Shinee Hello Baby is out (cannot resist from sharing good things):

Bling: In my case, i would lock him up in a room.."
Flamin"g: "That is an example of a bad dad" haha

Almighty @1.42 and LOL @1.56
Flaming: "why would you hit the baby" *serious*
Almighty: "No, i was doing the RDD move" / *pissed* "i dont know.. i dont know"

Leader @3.34 HAHA , totally FAILED.
But in the end, i guess they HAVE to pass them because they cannot possibly stop the program even though they say they might if they fail. Like where will so stupid la, you definitely get high ratings from this!

CLASSIC FIRING LASER @0.05

Bling: STONED HAHAHHAHAHHAHAAH
Maknae: sooorii
Almighty: smirk

anh, Otw to gems, we went pass FC5 and saw a guy who has the SAME HAIR COLOUR as bling like omg. The shauna said that her friend's friend (haha so linked) copied bling. So must be him la fanboy!

Stayed back to distribute club polo so i missed music bank, 2am comeback stage!!! But there's always YT~~~

Awesome comeback stage! Totally in love with the song!!
Yesterday, we did not sleep at all because of GOM report. We only managed to complete 95% of the report the next morning at 6am. Even though we're like extremely tired, we went for HRM and surprisingly we were not late!! I was a little though, 5-10minutes?? I wanted to stay awake throughout my bus ride but i did not managed to, my head was so heavy and my eyes were closing.

GOM lecture was even worse, there's someone who came over to film our lecture so we have to be awake but haha i bet no one cares la. Everyone was dozing off, i tried to keep myself awake but once again, heavy head closing eyes. Finalised our report after school and finally we are done with it!!! I'm so glad phew.

Thanks girls!! <33 I know its hard working together when we have disagreements, especially when all of us are tired and pekcek but luckily we understand each other:D Tiredness = Pekcek = happy Siaosiao :D (a bit no logic but you know what i mean?) haha

Went for Timeline challenge after school, me and yunhui were incharge of staying with the teacher's :/ Totally sian haha, imagine staying in a room with teachers. HAd our dinner at Subway !! It's been a long time since i ate subway <3 .

I'm sooo tired now, finally GOM report's down leaving us with UCCD report for this week. Next week will be hell, no joke.

I am totally awake for more than 24 hours!!!! omg gonna get some sleep soon after my GOM tutorial!

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